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Alexander's Ghosts

by F. Leaf

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1.
Winter came to stay this year I knew it all along It's always long and dark out here But this time it came strong We'll never see another sunny day When winter came this year, it came to stay Winter came to stay this year It's colder each new dawn Our joy and mirth have turned to fear And all our hope is gone Summer has forever given way When winter came this year, it came to stay
2.
Window 03:19
I sometimes look out of my window And there's winter as far's I can see And the willows stand tall and unfriendly And the winds are as cold as can be So when I feel cold, sad or lonely I think back to times that have been To summer and sweetness and honey And the beautiful days I have seen In a time when the sun was still shaking With lights raining over your eyes In the evenings of sad winters waiting 'till Another red morning would rise When you told me that you wouldn't call me That you wouldn't answer your phone That the doctors would not let me see you That from now, I'd be sleeping alone And I felt that we both had a dream there In which I was dancing with you Through a forest that hugged you and kissed you And you grabbed my hand and we flew All over the towns and the beaches And into a valley of snow And we knew that our lives were complete there I never woke up, you never let go
3.
Someone new 05:37
Are my eyes too sad? Is my will too strong? Are my teeth too bad? Is my hair too long? I can smile some more I can understand If you're looking for That kind of man And I cry at night And I go for walks Because I love the light But if we don't talk Can I show you that? Can you fucking tell When I'm doing bad, When I'm doing well? Are there any ways That could make me change Into someone new, Into someone who Could love you? Should I let you go? Or do I have to plead For you to let me know? Because you really need To set me free To save my soul To rescue me To make me whole I can make you smile Yes, I know I can Maybe for a while But that's better than To feel sick and tired Full of misery To have lost the fire To be just like me Are there any ways That could make me change Into someone new Into someone who Could love you?
4.
Oh, but one day, we will go outside And watch the day turn into night And then turn into day again And I will take you by the hand And tell you that we have to go You ask me where, but I don't know If we're together, I don't care As long as I can kiss you there And you'll forget that you were sad And everything won't seem that bad 'cause I can write a happy song And you will have to sing along And even though you feel like shit You'll never even notice it And you'll be fine the following day 'cause Things don't have to stay that way
5.
September 03:57
Falling asleep in your arms If I could, I would lie here for days I need to feel somebody's warmth 'cause The world is a really cold place And I don't know if I'll come to be The person who's perfect for you But that doesn't matter to me There is only one thing I can do To be all I can be Temporarily To be all I can be Temporary The first couple days will be great I'll lie without making a sound And wait for the dark to sedate The butterflies fluttering about And I don't know if I will turn out The person who's perfect for you But that doesn't matter right now There is only one thing I can do To be all I can be Temporarily To be all I can be Temporarily Night falls and I don't feel like dying anymore Night falls and I don't feel like dying anymore Night falls and I don't feel like dying anymore Night falls and I don't feel like dying anymore
6.
Blue/Body 04:28
BLUE And if I climb into the sky, I'll look just like a star And shine to all the lonely little people in their cars And with these streaming little lights, it's hard to see your eyes They must be just as beautiful as planets in the skies The summation of all silence lies between the world and you The story will be just the same whichever way you choose And yesterday, I felt like there was poison in my head So I told them all I wasn't there and never left my bed BODY The annexation will begin I hope the earth will take me in For now my body still sustains And ever on and on it rains
7.
Take me away 06:41
Night lasts forever Sleep I cannot find I hope that some disaster Will occupy my mind The morning light may cure me But I can't wait 'till day I need you to assure me You're taking me away Take me away Drag me from the darkness Into light of day And show me that it's harmless By taking me away Take me away Before the dark consumes me I hope I'll be away
8.
It's easier to go To make it in the only way I know It's just too hard to stay To keep feeling like this every other day And maybe I'll regret Everything I've done and all I've said But I can't go on Even if I'll miss you when I'm gone It's easier to leave Something has to die for me to grieve Because when I'm away I at least have an excuse to feel this way And maybe I'll fall apart And end up with a hole inside my heart Find out I was wrong That you kept me together all along
9.
In the snow 02:56
Do you feel like dancing in the snow? I can take you to the greatest place I know And even if it isn't cold at all We can wait together 'till it starts to fall Starts to fall 'cause Winter's not a time, but it's a place We can take the road to old December days That you remember from the pictures in the frames Of your sisters and you playing silly games Silly games Oh we can play just like you did And dance around like we're still kids Oh, winter's always stayed the same It waited here until we came It doesn't care how old we are We've strayed away, but never far It doesn't matter how we grow We're only children in the snow Oh, winter Do you feel like dancing in the snow? I can take you to the greatest place I know And even if it isn't cold at all We can wait together 'till it starts to fall

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Have you ever woken up with the memory of a beautiful dream just beyond your mind's reach? Have you ever seen a ghost pass by in the corner of your eye? There are certain things that haunt a person, be they good things or bad things. These are some of my ghosts, I hope you enjoy them.

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released October 31, 2016

Rick de Kok: drums.
Daniël Olivier: lead guitar.

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Leafless Nijmegen, Netherlands

Sad music for dancing.

Lex Crijns
Rick de Kok
Killian Maimon

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